What I’m Wearing
* Vintage floral dress, belted …no tag … seen here and here
* Forever 21 gray leggings
* BCBG over sized cardigan …last seen here ..but I could’ve sworn I’ve worn it since. weird.
* Urban Outfitters arm warmers {um it’s freeeeeeezing!} …these were a gift from an old coworker and they have mittens that button on …if you want mittens, that is.
* Vintage chain necklaces hooked together
* Dolce Vita Gray Flash Bootie …so so surprisingly comfortable, these booties are …but make a considerable amount of noise whilst walking. I’d suggest NOT wearing them to the library, church, anywhere quiet really. I sounded like the ghost of Christmas Past …wait, is that the one rattling the chains?
* Gray and black leather baby ball bag Olivia Harris {by Joy Gryson} …from gilt.com …seen here with boots …I kept em
* Hair – let air dry
I’m feeling better today …a bit calmer but also scared. Scared I’m going to freak out at any time. I realized in the car this morning that I’ve had a low level of anxiety this entire time but was focusing it on specific things like traffic and other drivers or fighting with family …etc, etc, etc. It manifested as anger …which is a safer feeling for me than anxiety but still not where I want to be. I’m just not angry anymore and don’t seem to have an outlet. goddammit . I’m going to figure this out. In the mean time, I’m using all natural Rescue Remedy spray recommended by my sister in law. It definitely helped me sleep last night.