What I’m Wearing
* Vintage leopard {faux-hair} coat …My grandma made this in the 60’s. It is one of my favorite items in my wardrobe. …seen here
* Black jersey turtleneck {from nordstrom.com} with black jersey puff sleeve cowl neck top {Forever 21} layered over. I actually loved the look of the cowl neck with the turtle neck.
* Vintage Calvin Klein {super thin} jeans. These are vintage because I’ve had them for that long. …seen here
* Black patent wedge pumps. Steven by Steve Madden …I have seriously had these forever too.
* Vintage Gucci satchel
* Tom Ford Sunglasses
* D&G watch
* Nicole Miller gold-tone rhinestone drop ball earrings ..love.these. {a bit different to linked version but very similar} got em on gilt.com/fuse
* Ivory Pashmina {in bag}
When my mind is elsewhere and I am uninspired by anything at all, I tend to go straight for classics which always look timeless and pulled together {even if I don’t always feel that way inside}
Yesterday I wanted to write about my experience with the psychiatrist on Tuesday but I just feel like such a downer lately, I decided to post nothing at all …which is admittedly difficult for me but becoming much more frequent as of late. As stated above, my inspiration is running dry, leaving next to nothing in my creativity department. I’m trying so hard to get out of my head but something just brings me right back there. But now, two days later, I am feeling a bit more hopeful.
I’m relieved to have been able to sit down with a specialist and verbally vomit all over her with just enough information for her to confirm that yes, I have a problem with anxiety and no, I do not need a stimulant like Wellbutrin.
While posting may be a bit more sporadic in the coming weeks while I find balance and enjoy my family as the holidays near, I’m hoping to grow and be stronger for it very soon. I’ve always considered my existence as more of a science experiment than a “gift from God” and now I’m just testing a new theory with a little help this time. Hopefully the new year will restore creativity and get my mind working outside of itself instead of inside, where it has been for the last month or so …and I think everyone will benefit from it.
