What I’m Wearing
* Vintage Ralph Lauren plaid button down shirt with black tank under…seen here
* DL1961 Premium Denim gray jeans {gilt/fuse.com} …seen here
* Dolce Vita Gray Flash Bootie…seen here
* Vintage coat …seen here
* Plaid scarf …no brand {found at funky local shop called Mainly Seconds}
I’m finally going to see the psychiatrist today and I’m already nervous. I keep trying to stop my mind from creating future scenes and scenarios of how it’s going to play out and to just let it happen. Live now. There is only now …has become my mantra to get my mind to shut up about anything it begins obsessing on from past or future events. It’s easy over the weekend where there is no pressure but as soon as I have to go somewhere {the next day} it starts going, going, going. And continues into the morning as if it’s trying to freak me out …and it is.
I’m actually really relieved to finally meet with her and trying to not attach any expectations to it is difficult.
